Cleopatra (I'M A BEGGAR PLEASE HELP ME Version) Lyrics

Tell me why

Did you have to say I need you?

When you always snatch my soul from me

And leaves my shell to rot in brainwash

Tell me how

Did I leave behind all life could be

Vowing a jug of poison in the morning for your moonlit body

You drive me into the edge of a panic attack

Yet here I am, found missing in your arms

And you won't even hold me

Despite luring all that hates me inside

And hell would turn upside down with the fury I feel for your eyes

As their empowered gaze shows me all was a waste of time

But don't you dare patronize what I have felt

I'd never realize how your glance 'd make me mad

How I wanted to caress you and kiss your neck

So I kissed my hand instead

But don't you dare patronize what I have felt

I'd never realize how your glance 'd make me mad

I felt as if torn, as if I should reach you but couldn't

Dreaming closer to death than ever before

I love the way you touch, but I hate the way you feel

And I hate you as my designer, painting me upon your own desire to disappear

Except when I don't, except when your laugh makes me happy for once

Until you leave and I can't help but ask, "why did I laugh with you too?"

Why did I always have to be thinking of you, over and over again

When none of it at all was real? When I could never see you without that veil

That lets no real sensation through

As all that surfaces from you is so fucking

Lame

But don't you dare patronize what I have felt

I'd never realize how your glance 'd make me mad

How I wanted to caress you and kiss your neck

So I kissed my hand instead

But don't you dare patronize what I have felt

I'd never realize how your glance 'd make me mad

I felt as if torn, as if I should reach you but couldn't

Dreaming closer to death than ever before

And yet it's never enough

And it won't ever be enough

Always stuck on our own egos through venereal fixation, in an ever-romantic disguise

Tiptoeing for angst, yet all too much cowardly

There isn't unity, I need to get out of here

You can't live without me, but I can only live without you