Tryin' Lyrics

I look good on the surface

There are no breaks to see

But as I pull you closer

You won't recognize me

I don't wanna feel

So I just fake the way you feel me

And by the time you walk away

You'll never have been with me

I don't mean to disappear

Showing every side of fear

I don't mean to say goodbye

But you know I'd rather stay inside

You can't guess when I'll appear

What's in my head is never clear

You shouldn't have to waste your time

Tryin'

Tryin', tryin'

Push away, push away

Can't be surprised

Mirroring my own way

Reflect you to yourself

But there's no room for me

In the image I project

Cause I'm a ghost, a wisp, a specter

Haunting everything

When you reach out for me

There's nothing there to believe in

I vanish out loud

I vanish out loud

Oooooh

I don't mean to disappear

Showing every side of fear

I don't mean to say goodbye

But you know I'd rather stay inside

You can't guess when I'll appear

What's in my head is never clear

You shouldn't have to waste your time

Tryin'

Tryin', tryin'

I don't mean to disappear

Showing every side of fear

I don't mean to say goodbye

But you know I'd rather stay inside

You can't guess when I'll appear

What's in my head is never clear

You shouldn't have to waste your time

Tryin'

Tryin', tryin'