I WONDER WHY ft. niko Lyrics

Why I go the extra mile to make sure people okay?

While I'm getting tired of effort they can't reciprocate

So many people in my life who been lucky to ride the wave

But then they soon find their own tide and forget that I paved the way

It's all chill, guess it's my problems

My fault, guess I gotta solve 'em

Got salt in my open wounds, and words stuck in my esophagus

Waiting to just be let out

I'm fed up, just tryna get out

Fucked up in the crib, waiting for labels to pull they bread out

So then I can talk, then I'm finally heard

All the breath I lost talking to walls will finally return

Then they can't say a word, then the wounds don't hurt

But for now I sit back as I watch and I learn

Wondering why

I wonder why I lie in my bed at night

I wonder why the choices I make just don't feel right

I wonder why I feel forced to relate to those I don't like

I wonder why I hear voices telling me do it to spite

Those who did me wrong and dirty in the past

Don't got this moment for long, I gotta make it last

Devil on my shoulder telling me "do it for the cash"

Angel on my other saying "toss that all in the trash"

I was

Robbed of my innocence as an infant and ever since then

I been feeling iffy and different from all my peers

And fixing to maintain my distance, but it's a bitch how I somehow didn't

Cus I couldn't live with the lack of attention

Uh, mindset that left my motivation thinning

Meaning that when I went to school and had to pick up a pencil, I didn't

I always wanted something more

Seeking sufficiency in my life

And that's simply what these rhythmic expositions for

They say that my potential everlasting

That I could do it if I tried or with the right assets

And I attest, 'cus really it feels like

Ever since the absence of my dad, my path been interrupted by bad habits

Or bad friends that claim they the shit

But really I ain't seen no one in the same lane as the kid

This game that I'm playing, I'm plain

But I don't play bout this shit

I simply want to get my name on the bricks

It's Freeluke, just to remind you

I wonder why I lie in my bed at night

I wonder why the choices I make just don't feel right

I wonder why I feel forced to relate to those I don't like

I wonder why I hear voices telling me do it to spite

Those who did me wrong and dirty in the past

Don't got this moment for long, I gotta make it last

Devil on my shoulder telling me "do it for the cash"

Angel on my other saying "toss that all in the trash"

Poured salt in my wounds

That's where daylillies grew

Kicked dirt in my eyes, but it only blinded you

The bullets you shot, they ricochet

Left holes in you

Now I see through you

I wonder why I lie in my bed at night

I wonder why the choices I make just don't feel right

I wonder why I feel forced to relate to those I don't like

I wonder why I hear voices telling me do it to spite

Those who did me wrong and dirty in the past

Don't got this moment for long, I gotta make it last

Devil on my shoulder telling me "do it for the cash"

Angel on my other saying "toss that all in the trash"

Now I see through you, ooh