Time For Myself Lyrics

Wide awake

And I'm still dreaming of the way

You'd stay

Even though I know you don't need me

Cause we're lonely

Feeling nothing

Cause it's easy

I just need

Some time for myself

And I'll keep

Memories on the shelf

While I'm dying

Fighting off all my demons

What's the meaning

When you don't mean it

I'll keep on waiting for you here

And you know I will

Hold onto thoughts that made feel

Like I didn't care to

Wish better days before the end

Before the end is near cause

I miss the way you look at me

Hurting

I just need

Some time for myself

And I'll keep

Memories on the shelf

While I'm dying

Fighting off all my demons

What's the meaning

When you don't mean it

The day I met you was a sign given from heaven

I don't wanna cross the lines but if I did I just said it

Say it in a phrase like my words counting to eleven

And if I ever missed count then luck can bring me back to seven

I don't wanna be friends no more

No more

We could play pretend

I don't need a friend no

I can see the end

You just see a friend

Oh oh

I can feel it

Feel it just don't know it yet

Cause I'm healing slowly

Checking my tone when I'm faded

As you kiss me softly

I don't know if I really want it

Picking up clues while I'm waiting

You know that I've given patience

My heart still controls me

You took it and keeping it from me