Therapy Session Lyrics

I hurt you I gotta live with that

While I'm just wishing for that feeling back

You just want ya feelings back

Swatted emotions somehow they still in tact

Might've gone Commando or Rambo so distructive

Was this all or nothing really all for nothing

Know I ain't the best of the batch

My edges roughest

I'm flawed more than carpet or rug is

I was the something you made something of it

Damn

Ya patience shows me that you loving

Ya loving shows me that you trusting

Me with the nicks and cranny's of the beating between where lungs is

Tried to never miss a beat like you shazammed it for me

Jokes on me you never found it funny

Them nights I played with emotions left ya mental running

Dryer than washed laundry

And still you never folded

Although I had it coming

You always kept it coming

Fussing over loyalty

All along you was it

All along you was it

All along you was it

All along you was it

Yeah

Clearly there's problems in me that I'm not discussing

But wait

That mirror hard to look at when you know you wrong

When you the problem yet you find others to focus on

Manipulation not a tactic I was proud to own

Probably the reason why I find myself better alone

Mama don't disturb the dreams with petty arguments

Remember running in ya room with a knife that I clinched

Too young to put my hands on him

But if he put his hands on you

I would find the strength

Or so I wish there goes my innocence

New scars don't replace the old ones

Been abused done abusing the cycle goes on

No physical harm can't say the same for ya emotions

Witnessed other men come before me when I was so young

Father figures interchangeable how can I hold on

Abandonment issues trust issues more I don't know of

That 4 letter L word so rare near unspoken

So forgive me if I had the notion that feelings are better left closed in

Look

Funny how built up anger only breaks you down

You let it ripple it do more damage to those around

Don't let it rip you peace on the line like it drawn a foul

That hurt only cause contact here's a free point let it out

And I'm done saying sorry without actually changing

Do you love me for my effort or the efforts I'm making

I want less confrontation more conversation

And I'm starting with the reflection that I am face to face with

Pen

I'm sorry Pen

But it looks like you suffer from a severe case of heartache

Now I'm writing you a prescription for the pain you've been dealing with

However

I must warn you

Do not overdose