counting my days Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
I been dreaming with my actions
Yet I still take new falls
Alot of figures asking me
When I'll be making new growth
My heart be on my sleeve
So I really take most faults
It is a trigger tax
But im paying with what I have
Yknow I been balls in
Every motion im
Surfing like most
They never relate
So im always drowning in
A place so cold
Told my family to wait
Cause some things they dont know
And told my girl to take her time
Hope she dont take too long
I know im patient
But this patience
Still tryna heal though
Like faith is
What I'm pacing
Every step real slow
But I gotta feel right
Never asking
For some answers
Im just hoping they on my page
Like he/she knows
I need the balance
With nothing on my mind
Like god be my witness
I don't feel like nothing missing
Everythings in place
I have everything I'd ever needed
I'm so far ahead with all my dreams and my ambitions
But lately I let the bad part always get to me
Like
I dont know what I'd do when
You aint around no more
It doesnt get much better
When I am here all alone
Can never relay
My feelings to you
Im trying my hardest
Im feeling so lost when
Theres nothing around
Counting my days
I know some things that I gotta change
Too connected to my thoughts
Feeling everything I dont want
Scared of whatever I might hit
When I'm really tryna figure it all out
I'm loving the people that I love
But it might be too much for their minds
But I never wanna change myself again
To somebody that they'd like
How am I posed to talk right
If im thinking bout how they feel
Hoping that they being honest
Cant handle another stage that aint real
I been acting for too long
But I know I do better these days
Please don't give up me
I wont listen to whatever
He/she says
I could only hope that they never might leave
Take my soul, if that is something that they might need
Hold me closer than ever, let me know that you right here
Im alotta work, I promise im worth more than things might seem