CHURCH BOYS Lyrics

Sat bedside and watched my brother die

And to this day it hurts

Can't help it if I cry

Cause everything I got

Started all with you

Can hear you when I write

Don't tell me what to do

I don't think you know how much you meant

At times I want to give it up and quit

But you live in me, in all extent

I promise that I'd neva let you down

Just walk with me

I'm hurting now and no one else around

They tryna play me like I ain't the greatest

Or acting like I owe these haters favors

Still petty, guess it's anger

But today it neva show

Stopped fighting all my demons

Yea I had to let 'em go

I could neva change

Cause of faith I got everythang

He still in me, ya he still the same

And I'm still hurt, know you better, since you left earth

Miss you Dame, this a cold verse

If I said

That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying

If I said

That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying

If I said

That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying

I ain't use to all this love

Smiles in my face like I'm dumb

Can't break joy, what I become

That man in the mirror, see life clearer

Dark days past, at last, cause God nearer

They said we'd neva make it, fake statements

Practice in church, made us patient

Ayo If I wrote the lyrics, you'd play the keys

Can hear you in my songs and my dreams

That's why I keep pushing,

Twenty-eight years and still strong

I say I'm done, I'd be wrong

Remember when you left,

Ain't write a damn song in six weeks

Crying on paper, it cut deep

We still Ye and Hov

Only difference is you in my soul

Swear to God, I can't let you go

You see Granny, please let her know

I love you both, everyday it show

If I said

That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying

If I said

That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying

If I said

That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying

If I said

That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying

If I said

That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying

If I said

That I didn't miss you, I'd be lying