Self Sabotage Lyrics

I'm far from perfect girl

Damn I think I know that

You opened my eyes girl

Damn I think I showed that

You said you hate me now

I think I know that

I think I hate me now

I could of sworn that

I was everything you said you lookin for

I thought we had it all we was something more

Guess I was mistaken

I'm always unsure

Should of seen it comin been through this before

I'd like to think that I could if I tried

but I think that I'm out of time

If I had another minute

I would never waste your time

Stop it in a second

Stop the bullshit on a dime

It's time to recognize that I can be waste of time

But I like to waste your time girl

I never saw it like that

Self sabotage something that I guess I do best

Self sabotage something that I got to put to rest

Self sabotage gonna lead me straight to my death

I got hella shit constantly weighing on my chest

Always say that I'm good

Never give myself a rest

It's like I'm always tryna put my brain to the test

Overwhelming myself

Like a fucking contest

I was in the wrong

I always knew that

Gotta take some time

To myself

I gotta prove that

I could be better for my own sake

I need to be better

No more heart ache

I'm far from perfect girl

Damn I think I know that

You opened my eyes girl

Damn I think I showed that

You said you hate me now

I think I know that

I think I hate me now

I could of sworn that

I was everything you said you lookin for

I thought we had it all we was something more

Guess I was mistaken

I'm always unsure

Should of seen it comin been through this before

Self sabotage

Telling myself to end it

But you keep me on the ground

I never take that for granted

My head just never right

I wish I could understand it

I know it's hard to explain

But all I ever see is rain

A constant train of pain

Speeding through my brain

Maybe I am just a dreamer

Or am I'm insane?

I wish I had the answer

I don't think I'll ever know

But I hope I'll see it one day man

Before the curtain close