NEVER MIND Lyrics

Maybe artists are supposed to be hopeless

To give hope in the darkest of times

Maybe I'm supposed to be worthless

To give worth room in my rhymes

'Cause in all that I write

I give birth to purpose

But in my own life

I watch impotence surface

I hide behind lies and avoid the truth shirtless

I realize just now

And it hurts

But my worth is

Just about stillborn

If it wasn't for you

Although right now I wish

We had never crossed paths

Right now I wish

I had died in the womb

And if it wasn't for you

I probably would have

Died, right?

'Cause you saved my life

In my darkest night

You were my night light

And I try to remind you

That I don't mind dying

But through the worst of it

You're still by my side, right?

I hate you, but thank you for giving me purpose

I just wanna sleep it all away

The nightmares just get worse when I wake

I hate to watch you turn away

So I'll just close my eyes and hope you stay

I want the world to stop turning

I avoid thinking so much it's concerning

It feels like I'm dreaming all the time

Chasing and being chased

How do I escape?

Never mind

Go away

Just go away

Just go away

Just go away

I want the world to stop

Turning

And it feels

Dreaming all the, dreaming all the time

Never mind

Curse you, hope

For staying, for leaving

For making me believe in

Things so enslaving

'Cause I'm a slave to you

And I'm a slave to freedom seeking

I chase trains like they're supposed to

Show me the way to freedom

But these chains are made of what should've set me free

Can't you see?

I'm chained

I'm chained to all my unbelief

'Cause with faith it's the same

All these questions seep in

And eat at my bones

'Till my soul is defeated

My feet give in when I need 'em the most

When doubt is what's present

I'm left to corrode

I'm left alone with who I am

And all I wanna to know

I wanna know where you are

'Cause it seems like you left me

Now there's no one to protect me

Even though I know I'm the one

Who told you to let me go

Please don't let me

Go away

Just go away

Just go away

Just go away

Just go away

Just go away

Just go away

Just go away

Just go away

Just go away

Just go away

Just go away

Never mind, just go away (I want the world to stop turning)

Never mind, just go away (I want the world to stop turning)

Never mind, just