Fuckwasupwithat? Lyrics

I remember when I learned I'd die

I was like five

Sunday school in the afternoon, I was reading the bible

Never thought I'd get addicted to it

Oh my god, what a sick influence

Now it's all I really think about

and no one's here for me to speak about it with

Everyone's gone

Buried or not

Don't got nobody to talk to so I end up talking to god

Playin' it back in my head, I sit in my sorrow and rot

There's only so many tomorrows I got

'member you wanted me dead

'member you said?

'member you out getting drunk when I had the gun to my head

'member when I was attacked, 'member when I was down bad?

and you didn't have my back?

Fuck was up with that?

'member you wanted me dead

'member you said?

'member you out getting drunk when I had the gun to my head

'member when I was attacked, 'member when I was down bad?

and you didn't have my back?

Fuck was up with that?

'member when I had some faith in you

Before I resented and hated you

'member when I slit my wrists, and no one was sure if I'd make it through?

'member how you didn't care?

'member never bein' there?

Well I remember