ON A REALLY NOTE (feat. TOPLIH$IDE & WRYD) Lyrics

said you loved yeah you lied again

i had got tired of losing its my time to win

i let you cross me hella time wont let you try again

i had yo back like 50 thousand plus like times 10

for my niggas i wont break wont bend ill never fold

i think about my uncle till this it made my heart cold

still trynna find the light but cant i gotta blindfold

but i can still see the green that coming its down the road

im only 17 aint doing good ian even gon lie

i done feel and got back lisha give it another try

pain deep i side tears falling but they really dry

on a real note wtf am i actually doing with my life

you keep me down but fuck that shit i never needed you

the shit i speak is from my soul i leave it in the booth

when they gon open up they eyes and see that im the truth

until they recognize im moving how i need to move

i know my time is almost here so im patiently waiting

momma always made me feel like a heaven sent baby

but lately ive been feeling crazy for smoking n drankin

cus all the shit i think about it keep my mind racing

trynna come up on a milly that shit keep me pacing

hate that i cry when im angry cus that shit keep me shakin

if they can see whats on my mind they’ll think im crazy

even though i face my demons i ve scared to face em

feel like im almost to the top but sumn in the way

and i can tell when jelly mad i can see in her face

so im grinding for better days im trynna feel ah lil safe

and if i die before then jus made sure angelika straight

You know this pain that I'm feeling

I've been feeling for long time

It's been on my chest for a long while

My mind is always racing

Running a long mile

I'm always replacing the pain

With a fake smile

If you ask me if I'm okay

Of course I'm gonna say yes

I don't need you stressing over my stress

Then everything would end up in a mess

Or that is just what plays out in my head I guess

Isn't it obvious

What my problem is

Always being told these fake promises

I don't know what honest is

Everybody ominous

Only me, myself, and I are my audience

Cause who's gonna have my back when I need it

On this boat alone

And now I'm seasick

Thought I could count on you

What you said

Did you even mean it

i grow up in the Brooken block with big dreams

I come from humble family down in the street

and the ambition I have bra I never quit

even though it's hard to face the fvreality

I wake up in the morning gotta negative vibes

on ma mind I think money any deal mi cwazi

never fear to sell soul nakotoka uswazi

I'm so selfish broh when I think money

and I remember wayback when I was addicted

I pour ma mama tears every time so shameless

damnless, useless, careless management of ma

mind niggah was so less

it's so dry the tears which flow on ma face

it's so hard the pain which I got on ma heart

I don't mind in the booth I split like lih side

it's really note niggah let me tell u what happen

niggah I got fucked up about crack games for real

in the central city ilolo block they know this shit

with ma ballas we sell drugs in University

war vs cops Everytime got concentrate

bigboss to pay bills that's we dream to be

like shoncala wanna catch those dallras ge

we Don care humanity only with think coins

the thing which is nah right forgive us Lord

ma mama believe in school and I believe in street husle

she pay bills in school mi loho haipo hapo

study session in school mi Niko session stuu

sometimes I fvck what I do bt I have to do

I remember that day early in the morning in smoke session

I decide ma self to change after make all happen

for real wanna cash bt time will tell and happen

I don't have reason for bad games that's happen

yes nigggaa I need cash niggah

foolish age squiz the shit I pass I mature niggah

napiga goti Dua nasali Sana every day sure niggah

cku mung ata bless ntatusua najuwa niggah