Wish I Knew Myself Lyrics

Throw me over your shoulder

Tell me I am the most beautiful thing

Can you remember

All the songs we used to sing

You made a video

That I couldn't watch

Oh, how screwed up am I

That I couldn't even respond

I wish I knew myself

So I could tell you how I feel

But instead, I'm always hiding

I see clowns in all the mirrors

I'm a stalker

You look happy

Now the clowns are looking at me

And they're laughing

You said I wasn't there

When you needed me the most

Now I wish I could call on you

But you walked me through

And you've thrown away those shoes

Now they haunt me

Hanging on a line

Mark the place where I left you behind

I wish I knew myself

So I could tell you how I feel

But instead I'm always running

I see clowns in all the mirrors

I'm a stalker

You look happy

Now the clowns are looking at me

And they're laughing

I hope I never make the same mistakes

'Cause these clowns are laughing in my face