My Heart Skipped Town (This Is Not My Home) Lyrics

I found my way back to the town tha-

Fuck

I found my way back

To the town that built me up

So many years ago

Stopped in front of my old home

Well sort of

The House is new

The leaks are gone

I never wanted to

Wanted to leave for this long

Except that I did

I ran as fast as I could

I'm sorry kid

If I could take it back I would

But I can't

So I rant

To my childhood through song

The fading memories

Take a while to

I while to get it wrong

So I'll sing

For the kids who have nothing

But hand me downs

And a song stuck in their skull

And I'll scream

To help them through their suffering

You can't damn me now

My head is empty

But my heart is full

Yeah my heart is empty

But my head is full

My youth died with that house

Every wall, every nail, every joust

It was all hauled away

It was all hauled away

Fuck

And now my old friends

Don't remember me

And I can't recognize

Their fucking faces

They all wanted to be celebrities

But all those dreams are fucking wasted

As I am

I'm just fucking tired

I wanna go back

I'm a fucking liar

This shit doesn't track

My heart is filled with fire

I'm starting to crack

Myself open

Just to relive the past

Every smile

Every year

Every tire

Every tear

Every mile

Every year

Every smile

Every tear

To sit in that skin for a while

And face everything I feared

Looks fine to me now

Looks fine to me now

The roads that I skated

Never held me down

As dumb as that might sound

I don't hate myself

To this extent yet

My crisis weren't

So Existent

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I'm gonna die

I'm not a kid

I wanna cry

These thoughts are

The one thing I can't forget

I just need something

To make them go dormant

I just need something

I just need something

I just need something

My head is crumbling

I just need something

I just need something

Because I am nothing

I just need something

I just need something

To bring me back