Dreams or Nightmares Lyrics

I can't reconcile if you stab me in my back

All these racks gone pile up, like bricks I make it stack

Been at it for a while now, getting harder to relax

I just want to smile but my heart want to relapse

Why do I not fear death, I done made my bed

I have dreams about laying a stone over my head

And an ocean full of tears that all my brothers went and shed

My vision less clear, I'm laid in puddles full of red

Fill my chest with money my heart broken past repair

I just keep on running but I can't figure out where

They just kept on dumping, I sent shots back at his hair

It's love until you turn and they all pray you get impaired

All my traumas came in pairs and all my troubles came in twos

And these niggas be two-facing, but my dead ones they all blues

Die and decay before a truce

It's only day ones, no one new

And I'll get paid with all my troupes

And I get praise to say my truths

And if I choose to, I could have whatever I want

But if I choose two, I'm coming for way more than one

Bet if she choosing I chose way before this shit begun

So I how I lose you if I just played the game and I been won

I can't reconcile if you stab me in my back

All these racks gone pile up, like bricks I make it stack

Been at it for a while now, getting harder to relax

I just want to smile but my heart want to relapse

Why do I not fear death, I done made my bed

I have dreams about laying a stone over my head

And an ocean full of tears that all my brothers went and shed

My vision less clear, I'm laid in puddles full of red

I can't reconcile if you stab me in my back

All these racks gone pile up, like bricks I make it stack

Been at it for a while now, getting harder to relax

I just want to smile but my heart want to relapse