confused Lyrics

juice from the abc store

lifts me

I been drifting

I feel good though

don't get me wrong

I'm still the shit

im still pretty

highs and the lows

after 12 and alone

that's when it hits me

that's how it goes

that's how it goes x3

this is just me ranting

I been bored and feeling antsy

ain't much

to do

but be confused

do some shrooms

in my room

I should bless a hoe an smile more

i think that I think too much

like as if im ugly when really its just my minds torn

is it true or just dysmorphia

im

off the meds

do my day to day

off the edge

bit of a substance throw the pain away

don't get me wrong

not ignored

but shelving it for therapy

we need shit to talk about

say im good

until I'm not

no matter where I be

head down not saying much that's insecurity

this is just me ranting

I been bored and feeling antsy

ain't much

to do

but be confused

drink alone in my room

in my room x2

I push folks away

cause I'm

too good of friend to stay

when i

give great advice

but no one listens

when others lives

start to stress me

I can only pray for ya

so many times

before I curse ya

Im happy for you from a distance though

don't plan no visits though

that's how it goes x3

this is just me ranting

I been bored and feeling antsy

ain't much

to do

but be confused

getting high alone

in my room