i'll never be happy again Lyrics

I used to say I'd never be unhappy

I thought that that was something I could do

I said, I won't let my twenties start to trap me

Other people must grow old

Their jokes get jaded, hearts get cold

But I can keep on being twenty-two

Now I read my lyrics and feel foolish

I've got room for everything inside

So when you say, "I don't think I can do this

I've exercised and said my prayers

But still the pain's too much to bear

And this time it's not gonna be alright"

When you say

"I'll never be happy again

I'll never be happy again

where is my violin

I'll never be happy again"

We had a trampoline in our front garden

One night I fell and bled out in the dark

See every story's only what you sharpen

What went wrong we were kids

I choose what the story is

I choose what to carry in my heart

You say "don't you dare mess with my emotions

Your toxic positivity's a bore

"Don't show me the mountains or the oceans

Hit the bricks, leave me alone, I've got nature on my phone

I would rather sink into the floor"

"And never be happy again

I'll never be happy again

where is my violin

I'll never be happy again"

When I'm lost from the light

When I cannot find a reason

To get out of bed

To make some tea

Don't give up the fight

Every feeling has a season

I'm not alright, but I'm gonna be

You don't have to ever feel all better

Certain songs may never fade away

But let my love be your favorite sweater

It took a year to finally know

Pain will come and pain will go

But stick around and it'll be okay

And you will be happy again

You will be happy again

I cannot tell you when

But you will be happy

You will happy again

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