Surgery Lyrics

I see us there

We're sitting in Washington Square Park

Watching the people walk by

You take my hand

And say something to get me laughing

Time slows down tonight

Seemed we always had a way of

Making each other feel safe

And at home

Looking back now the colors fade

The brightest orange now a

Shade of gray the day

My heart turned into stone

Someday, won't be today

I'll keep you locked away

In the shadows of my memory

You once said the things you lose

They always come back to you in the end

But I'm way past the what ifs and maybe thens

I got the call one

Sunny, Thursday afternoon

And I never thought of telling you

Cause I didn't wanna trap you

You proved me right

The day I woke up from surgery

And there weren't any messages left for me

Isn't it funny

We once had a way of

Making each other feel

Safe and so secure

Now that fades behind

What's here and now

And I struggle to accept it's over

How did I

Miss all those signs

Someday, won't be today

I'll keep you locked away

In the shadows of my memory

You once said, the things you lose

They always come back to you in the end

But I'm way past the what ifs and maybe thens

Oh maybe thens

One day I'll be grateful

But not today

Someday I might thank you for

Running away

And I'll see the point

In all these scars

That didn't fade

One day.. one day.. one day

One day I'll be grateful

But not today

Someday I might thank you for

Running away

And I'll see the point

In all these scars

That didn't fade

One day I won't remember your name

I won't remember your name