Fake Control Lyrics

How should I be? Don't understand it

Nothing's gone wrong, what's my problem?

Can it be the sun only shines on another planet?

I don't know why I only want to die sometimes

Tied to the ground and I can't escape it

Holding me down when I shouldn't feel this way

Quiet surrounds, but it's all frustration

I don't know why I only want to die sometimes

Die sometimes

And when the sky falls all around me

I only smile, it doesn't matter anyway

As if the fire has never found me

I don't know why, but I don't want to die sometimes

Die

Sometimes I can hold all the pieces in a row

Fake control 'til I feel the sorrow go

As far as I know that's the secret and I need it

Take control 'til I believe it, I can see

How should I be? I'm so lost without it

I try to believe, but I often doubt it

The sky is as blue as I feel about it

I don't know why, but I just want to die sometimes

Die sometimes

I try to be so nice to myself

I try to be so nice to myself

I try to be so nice to myself

I try to be so nice to myself