Alive Lyrics

The pain the only thing that let me know that I'm alive

I'm gon be alone until the day I fucking die

I'm gon be alone so why the fuck I even try?

Way too much to ask to have a girl that's by my side

The pain the only thing that let me know that I'm alive

I'm gon be alone until the day I fucking die

I'm gon be alone so why the fuck I even try?

Way too much to ask to live so I'm gon crash my ride

Just give me one good reason that I should keep it going

Give me one good reason why this boat needs someone rowing

As we go on true sides showin

I live on to be heartbroken

Part of me is saying this is caused all by myself

But another part is saying that I had no fuckin help

Yeah this was a one way road, or at least that's how it felt

Cuz I never got support and I never got no help

I was breaking down I came to you cuz I was feelin it

You jus got all mad and didn't give me any reasoning

You too self centered everybody started seein it

You say that we know the truth, yeah bitch I'm singing it

The pain the only thing that let me know that I'm alive

I'm gon be alone until the day I fucking die

I'm gon be alone so why the fuck I even try?

Way too much to ask to have a girl that's by my side

The pain the only thing that let me know that I'm alive

I'm gon be alone until the day I fucking die

I'm gon be alone so why the fuck I even try?

Way too much to ask to live so I'm gon crash my ride

Crashing my ride

That don't feel like enough

They say that I'm gon die

But I don't give a fuck

And I know that she'd try

But she won't press her luck

Love ain't her desire

She jus wanted some lust

If it wasn't that then I'll be honest I am lost

Because she didn't really love me or give a damn about my thoughts

Yeah she wanted all them labels but didn't wanna pay the cost

Yeah she didn't want my heart

She jus wanna see it squashed

Why you have to go and do that?

Now I'm gone forever I'll never be back

I'm gonna be the best that you ever had

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The pain the only thing that let me know that I'm alive

I'm gon be alone until the day I fucking die

I'm gon be alone so why the fuck I even try?

Way too much to ask to have a girl that's by my side

The pain the only thing that let me know that I'm alive

I'm gon be alone until the day I fucking die

I'm gon be alone so why the fuck I even try?

Way too much to ask to live so I'm gon crash my ride