One time. Lyrics

I take three grams of night sky and let it fall on me

500 days I'm deprived

Go call the academy

Cause I'm acting right, I'm acting good

Only god knows what it is all for

I'm tired of these guessing games

Do you love me or not?

I'm tired of waiting 'round for a gavel to drop

You say I don't act right, my eyes cold

And that's not what you like

But you made me this way

Is it a nightmare?

If I know how it ends

Do you still need me?

If I'm already slippin

If I go

If I go

If I go

If I go

Would you notice?

Can you promise to remember me young, wild, and free?

These days I've been giving advice but I won't listen to me

I use words to medicate but the emptiness is heavy

I can't say it right

Is it a nightmare?

If I know how it ends

Do you still need me?

If I'm already slippin'

If I go

If I go

If I go

If I go

Would you notice?

And I promise I'll call you like sorry

I know you don't expect it from me

Can I? Can I be selfish one time?

Can I? Can I be selfish one time?