1'z that I luv Lyrics

It's hard to maintain my life, when I don't even love myself

I try to explain that shit, but y'all wanna hear somethin' else

Shout out to the ones that I love, I'm keepin' these thoughts to myself

I'm keepin' these thoughts to myself, I'm keepin' these thoughts to myself

Shout out to the ones that I love, I'm keepin' these thoughts to myself

I'm introverted, do my music gone, I get a pack and, flip it, get it gone

I'm keepin' these thoughts to myself, I'm keepin' these thoughts to myself

Like, gotta stay away from all these demons, yes, I got a llama, gotta keep

Highland days was hoopin' for no reason, EBT from G-O-V- we eating

Back to the Wonderland, lets go back

Yellow Play-Doh cups and that Batman Lego set

Lonely in my head, start to feel it in my chest

Twelve when it all started, so my feelings I suppress

Good things I sought after, but my heart wasn't impressed

If you askin' things about me, then it's like takin' a test

It's hard to maintain my life when I need love myself

I try to explain that shit, but y'all wanna hear somethin' else

Shout out to the ones that I love, I'm keepin' these thoughts to myself

I'm keepin' these thoughts to myself, I'm keepin' these thoughts to myself

Shout out to the ones that I love, I'm keepin' these thoughts to myself

So many broken-hearted anniversaries, I can't even count on my hands

All of this yellin' and screamin' is breakin' me down, but I gotta pretend

So pretentious, the way that I'm livin', I'm winnin', I'm not makin' friends

It's the dreams that I'm chasin', if I knew I had it, I'd take you to France

I'm talkin' bout you and your friends, why you be playin' pretend

I'm tryna cut off all my ends, but I'm still meetin' your ends

Can't deal with death, can't deal with people that isn't myself

Load it and drill it, I'm rollin' myself, know this shit gas so I'm facin' this L

Ayy, goddamn, Pablo, why you always go through bullshit

I don't even know, bruh, like, all this shit is foolish

Goddamn, Pablo, why you always go through bullshit

It's cause I got a heart of gold and all these people use it

Like, all these bitches useless, don't know what they're doin

Shakin' ass on Instagram and act like they influence