deceived Lyrics

Look me in my eyes tell me you're not the devil in disguise

You sat there and lied straight through your teeth

Made so many promises you couldn't keep

Girl don't be surprised

That I act the way I do

You got me staring at my shoes

When you know I'd rather look at you

Now I've realized that you don't even deserve a glance

You got up and left and gave me no advance

You fucked it all up ruined all of my plans

To think after that I still gave you a chance

I don't know what I was thinkin

I called you things you were so far from being

I look back its all of your flaws that I'm seeing

I said you were perfect wish I never did

Didn't know any better I'm only a kid

Girl if you could see me

If I told you my secrets

Might that stop you from leaving

Or would you still go

I knew you would go

Told you so many things that weren't true

All in an effort to lighten your mood

Tried to look past all the shit you would do

You know that I always tried to see it through

But it didn't work no it wasn't effective

You decide to show me no affection

And to think that I made the exception

To think that I still gave you all my attention

I wish that I knew

I wish that I had a clue to why you treated me so poorly

When all I did was love you

I never deserved this

Made me think that you were worth it

When you knew you really weren't

Playing mind tricks with words of reassurance

Girl tell me where did you learn this

You passed all your habits to me now I put my phone on dnd

Just don't bother me

I used to text back in a second now I text back in a week

You left me on read it was 4 am

I was spamming your phone cuz I thought you were dead but you weren't

You were just laying in bed

Tell me what made you so fucked in the head

I would text you how was your day

Replied in an hour and said it was great

I'd text you again, asking if you ate

Wouldn't get a response from you till it was late

Why did I deal with you for so long

The way you treated me was so wrong

The fact you never loved me at all

You never loved me at all

Hey

I was just calling to say that

It had nothing to do with you

You didn't change it was me

I changed

There was nothing you could've done to make me stay