Unspoken Lyrics

I feel fuckin depressed

Like I have nothin left (nothin)

To keep goin

But im ma suck it up

And puff out my chest (I got this)

Cuz I'm a man

My parents taught me

Not to be nothin less (hell nah)

I gotta grind for my family

So they don't deal with this stress (fuck that)

Yeah I know that I'm blessed (yep)

But my heads still a mess

I gotta conquer all these demons

Satan's burnin my flesh

Found out that life is a test

And I hate it to death (fuck)

Found your stairway to heaven (I'm not a sheep)

But couldn't climb up the steps

I picked my own fuckin lane

Cuz I couldn't ride with the rest

I know there's more I should confess

But its too tough to digest

So its on to the next

These gold teeth ain't to flex

I'm just tryna get this money

And like your khakis I'm pressed (yep)

I'm made faulty by design

Like someone cast a hex

I think I might be possessed

It's got me screamin at em

With my fuckin foot on they necks

Controlled Chaos til death (I bleed this)

Thin on the Ground Records

Til I breathe my last breath

And I don't even know where I'm going

I'm feeling all alone it's like I'm drowning in an ocean

I don't even know where I'm going

Some times it just feels like I'm going through the motions

I don't even know where I'm going

It's hard to gain the clarity I crave through commotion

And I don't even know where I'm going

It's hard to pick apart the truth with words unspoken

And I don't even know where I'm going

I'm feeling all alone it's like I'm drowning in an ocean

I don't even know where I'm going

Some times it just feels like I'm going through the motions

I don't even know where I'm going

It's hard to gain the clarity I crave through commotion

And I don't even know where I'm going

It's hard to pick apart the truth with words unspoken

This bipolar disorder

Use to cause social distortion (yep)

But my range is powerful now

I'm feeling mighty I'm morphing (get em)

And I ain't reach my optimal prime yet

I'm just transforming

To all you other bumblebees

This is forewarning(tell em)

You touch my Queen

I'll have a whole team of hornets swarming

Applying more pressure than Muggsy Bogues

And Zo Mourning (ugh)

You thought you brought some heat (nah)

Until you feel my flames scorchin

You can't get your thoughts clear

Because your brains storming (fuck)

And you can't hear yourself think

Because the pains roaring (ahhh)

And you can't even see straight

From all the rain pouring (wooh)

Cry me a river with those crocodile tears

While I'm unboxing a stockpile of juvenile fears (SICK!)

My self awareness is key

I know who Ruda's meant to be

These other rappers rudimentary

Their style is elementary (ugh)

My dear watson

Watch me spit this toxin (yep)

Watch as I sprinkle a little chaos upon the nonsense (wooh)

And I don't even know where I'm going

I'm feeling all alone it's like I'm drowning in an ocean

I don't even know where I'm going

Some times it just feels like I'm going through the motions

I don't even know where I'm going

It's hard to gain the clarity I crave through commotion

And I don't even know where I'm going

It's hard to pick apart the truth with words unspoken

And I don't even know where I'm going

I'm feeling all alone it's like I'm drowning in an ocean

I don't even know where I'm going

Some times it just feels like I'm going through the motions

I don't even know where I'm going

It's hard to gain the clarity I crave through commotion

And I don't even know where I'm going

It's hard to pick apart the truth with words unspoken