What's My Role In The Afterlife? Lyrics

Ten years old, miserable

Thought it was the end of the world

My angel's gone, the devil's here, now my whole life is in a whirl

Locked up in my room all day avoiding everything

Tried to shield my eyes so I wouldn't see the wedding ring

Saw my father on cigs everyday

I guess we coped in different ways

Said I wanted to pass away

Not normal for a ten year old to say

What was on my mind?

Now I'm gonna say what was on my mind

Now I'm on the other side

Trying to decide

What's my role in the afterlife

Wasn't scared to die

Mom was on my mind

Wanted to see her one more time

Spoke to myself in the dark

Cuz one understood my heart

Now I'm on the other side

Trying to decide

What's my role in the afterlife

I was tired of the fake apologies

Cuz it really brought out your worst qualities

Everytime you said sorry, you'd go back to the way you were

And everytime I said it's alright, that shit was not sincere

You heard my mother's spirit talk to me in my sleep

Did you happen to take a peak?

What did she say?

I'll see her again someday

Now I'm on the other side

Trying to decide

What's my role in the afterlife

Wasn't scared to die

Mom was on my mind

Wanted to see her one more time

Spoke to myself in the dark

Cuz one understood my heart

Now I'm on the other side

Trying to decide

What's my role in the afterlife