Hiding Inside Lyrics

Got voices that speak to me

Some of them say that I ain't where I need to be

Cause all my choices when I stayed on easy street

Made it so hard for me to speak with decency

So can ya pardon me for all the shit that's departed my lips

Cause it's hard to exist in the lanes of your memory

Singing in harmony staying on bended knee

Begging for change, out of range of telepathy

So - if you not reading my mind

I guess I can see why ya think I'm not fine

In need of something to define

Where nothing is mine and I'm barely just a design

So if I ain't a person, I came to grips with

My main glitch in the latest version

It's time to decide - on more than diversions

Around all the signs of the neurodivergence we find

Somebody hiding inside of my mind

Keeping me right on the line

Trying to find they own sign of the time

That's behind a whole future where lies can't rewind

Somebody hiding inside of my mind

Don't want my diamond to shine

How many times must I find my way out of a bind

Until we know I'm a be fine?

Some of these voices is proud of me

Others get loud with me, and push my boundary

Beyond the level of noise I can usually tolerate

Now each day bound to be fourth July holiday

Fire keep on raining from the sky, you can see it fly

With the naked eye, go explain it to a spy

Close encounter of the eighth kind see what he reply

He'll say you didn't die, so ya lucky to be alive

If I ain't make sense, then how come I make dollars

If ya wonder why then you can be my guest

To take note of the scholarly lecture, dispensing out knowledge

You can go ahead and try, but ain't no cheating on the test

Do someone inside see I'm trying to be kind to myself

And supply my own health, powered by peace of mind

But the piece left to find might just lie on a shelf

Until time can melt fear from far down deep inside

Somebody hiding inside of my mind

Keeping me right on the line

Trying to find they own sign of the time

That's behind a whole future where lies can't rewind

Somebody hiding inside of my mind

Don't want my diamond to shine

How many times must I find my way out of a bind

Until we know I'm a be fine?

Did ya really think you had a purpose? Why ya nervous?

Father time been cracking at ya surface?

Patients acting ratchet, what about the nurses

Cuckoo's nest around the clock is at ya service

You don't need to see what the dessert is

To complete ya purchase, you just needed first dibs

To be the reason ladies squeezing on they purses

Or is you really trying to change the way the earth spins?

Can you just tell us what's the reason for the circus?

Somebody hiding inside of my mind

Keeping me right on the line

Trying to find they own sign of the time

That's behind a whole future where lies can't rewind

Somebody hiding inside of my mind

Don't want my diamond to shine

How many times must I find my way out of a bind

Until we know I'm a be fine?