Apologies Lyrics

landed in the city girl why haven’t we linked yet

Refreshing my messages no reply just a green text

I’ve become a new man since last time we spoke

My music comes from my dream state calling me woke

Expensive dinners and laughs

sit around and we joke

We reminisce on the past

And raise our glass to a toast

Cos she know lately I’ve been popping up just minus the toast

Can’t push the buoy into water see I was destined to float

That’s a reference for the sailors and she wet like a …

Castle’s under construction and I’m in need of a moat

Nanna grew up with cattle

I’m still surrounded by goats

I whip that 6L engine I’m not one to be choked

But I cannot say the same

For these women who claim

To wanna take it slow until they see the speed that we play

Until they see the way this light hit this glistening chain

I started out in the shadows and I stepped onto the stage

Couple songs with a paper bag, call it some change

I’ve always looked internally not one for pointing the blame

Except for when I lost my brothers that had caused me some pain

That was more than some grief, damn that’s a shame

I used to think this life was simply nothing more than a game

But lately feeling like a rat on a wheel made to race

I’m done with playing pretend

I’m done with settling for less

I’m done with inconceivable thoughts that get in my head so I say

So what you gonna do?

You coming through?

That’s cool with me

Is that cool with you?

It’s cool with me

Is it cool with you?

I’m thumbing through

Why should I apologise?

For living on my terms

Admittedly I’ve gotten a little older

The bars have gotten just a little colder

3 cubes in a double cup mixed with soda

Tap my drink on the table now before I pour up

Relish the moment had to sip a little slower

You know that’s fine with me

Can’t tell me honestly

Cos that implies that you were not being honest with me

Implications of the things, you said weighing on me

Text from shawty in the lobby say she waiting for me

You’re not the only one…

From 17 to 21 I was troublesome

At 23 I chew these beats up like bubblegum

But hold the rapper cos I’m occupied with thumbing up

No lisp when I call to tell her that I’m thumbing through

Explicit messages indicate what she is gonna do

So what you gonna do?

You coming through?

That’s cool with me

Is that cool with you?

It’s cool with me

Is it cool with you?

I’m thumbing through, papers, bills dollars, I’m thumbing through