Message To My Diary Lyrics

Look

I need a new perspective

I need to see my life different

Through those foreign lenses

I need to cruise through those hills

With those Porsche's, benzes

Cause all I see daily is feens on those porches, benches

Man

This can't be real life

If you ain't never felt pain I can tell you how it feel like

You ever seen your dad in a casket body still ripe

You ever seen your mama cry cause bills due and the ends tight

Damn

Man that shit hurt for real

It's like I always try and keep all of my thoughts concealed

But when I hear a beat I instantly just start to spill

And try to pick up all the pieces but they hard to fill

The biggest smile be the saddest faces

Tryna run this marathon but keep tripping on all my laces

I'm just putting up a fight

It's just me myself and I

So I jot it down and write like

Said this a message to my diary

If you say you love me say you love me don't you lie to me

They love me for potential cause they see what I'm about to be

But you was never here from the start and that's just honesty

Said this a message to my diary

If you say you love me say you love me don't you lie to me

They love me for potential cause they see what I'm about to be

But you was never here from the start and that's just honesty

Man

They always hate the truth

My niggas turn to TV stars they always make the news

But you can't judge a nigga if you ain't all in his shoes

I just wanna make it out and be the living proof

Like

Go ahead my nigga you can do it too

Shooters shoot

Go ahead shoot your shot my nigga let'em loose

And tell'em that you got it

Tell'em that you gifted

Tell'em you prolific

Tell'em every time you shoot your shot you ain't gone miss it

And tell them niggas fuck'em if they don't believe your vision

You know it's set in stone cause your destiny is written

And you got it on your own you don't need they pot to piss in nah

And you can't break my confidence

But I want acknowledgment

Tell me that you proud of it

Say I'm doing good and you proud of my accomplishments

But they'll yell my wrongs before they whisper my accomplishments

Said this a message to my diary

If you say you love me say you love me don't you lie to me

They love me for potential cause they see what I'm about to be

But you was never here from the start and that's just honesty

Said this a message to my diary

If you say you love me say you love me don't you lie to me

They love me for potential cause they see what I'm about to be

But you was never here from the start and that's just honesty