all i ever wished for Lyrics

There's nothing you can do to change my mind

I said it to myself a million times

I'd rather hurt myself before you try

I'd rather be alone for the rest of my life

Everything I do I wish I'd done it right

Seems that I am never really satisfied

It hurts to think I tell myself these little lies

The things I do so I can fall asleep at night

But you don't get it

And you never will

Feel like a kid for the first time

I'll never show you how I cry

Cause you don't get it

And you never will

Maybe not like this

But it's all I ever wished for

It's all I ever wished for

I live my life stuck inside a dream

And it's the only way that I feel clean

I'll pretend that I don't care it's fine

I'll pretend but it's a crime in my mind

Everything I do I wish I'd done it right

Seems that I am never really satisfied

It hurts to think I tell myself these little lies

The things I do so I can fall asleep at night

But you don't get it

And you never will

Feel like a kid for the first time

I'll never show you how I cry

Cause you don't get it

And you never will

Maybe not like this

But it's all I ever wished for