I WISH/I NEED Lyrics

I need more trauma

Sadness and anxiety

Cause even if I want to I can't cry

And I wanna stop pretending

That I'm happy with this life

My body hurts I close my eyes

Why do I keep it all inside

Why do I keep it all inside

I wanna feel those feelings

(Cause I need to)

I need to feel them growing

I wish my room was clean

I wish I felt okay

And all the things I do would make you wanna stay

Wish my head was clear

Because the blurry vision's making clear

That my wishes aren't coming true

Fuck my wishes and fuck what I need

Fuck my wishes and fuck what I need

And I need more time alone

Heartbreak and anguish, I don't wanna wish

Cause what if I'm wrong

I'm hearing voices, telling me the truth

There's an echo underneath the mess

Screaming that I did it to myself

But the situation won't be hopeless

If I'm not careless

I wish my room was clean

I wish I felt okay

And all the things I do would make you wanna stay

I wish my head was clear

Because the blurry vision's making clear

That my wishes aren't coming true

Why do I keep it all inside

You don't know how much I

Lie