Contemplate Lyrics

I ain't gone lie girl you had some issues it is true

I'm just stating facts baby I ain't tryna diss you

You told that you want me but didn't wanna make it official

That day you broke my heart so I had stopped trying to get you

But then you came back, said you regret and wanna try

And I let you back in

It was just because I missed you

But then you did the same shit for the third time

And I

And sometimes I wonder why

Maybe it was my fault

Maybe I misread the vibe

With you never acted

Never put on a disguise

Baby I was down for you

I was willing to ride

You never reciprocated so I had to lie

Said it didn't hurt at first

I said that I was fine

But the pain you made me feel girl I couldn't describe

Times I said I care for you I swear I never lied

And I still

Contemplate contemplate

Different ways on different days

Bout the ways I could've made you stay

But I think I'm gonna be okay

I still contemplate contemplate

Different ways on different days

Bout the ways I could've made you stay

But I think I'm gonna be okay

Cause my love you didn't deserve it

Put you on a pedestal girl I thought you were perfect

Tried to show that I love you my efforts were worthless

The way I made you feel I don't deny that you deserved it

You needed someone to show you they cared and I made certain

I needed to learn to put my love in the right places

I think about us and feel nothing cause it's ancient

But I still contemplate 'bout ways I could've saved it

To be with you girl I lowered my standards

I gave you my love again and you just took advantage

Compared to all the girls that I was with, girl you were average

You had me chasing you, jumping through hoops and climbing ladders

I don't understand it, I don't understand it

When I didn't wanna fuck with you I think maybe you panicked

What happened I'm asking but please don't explain

Cause I might just love you all again

I don't think that we could ever be friends

So girl I'm not gone sit here and pretend

There ain't no bad blood

Don't know bout you but I can say that I have had love

Let me correct myself I think I just felt it

Love isn't fair but you play the cards you're dealt

You dealt out these lessons

Now I'm here confessing

Bled through my bandage

I still contemplate contemplate

Different ways on different days

Bout the ways I could've made you stay

But I think I'm gonna be okay

I still contemplate contemplate

Different ways on different days

Bout the ways I could've made you stay

But I think I'm gonna be okay

Oh Oh Oh

Girl you hurt my heart

Girl you hurt my heart yeah

You hurt my heart

Cause my love you didn't deserve it

Put you on a pedestal girl I thought you were perfect

Tried to show that I love you my efforts were worthless

The way I made you feel I don't deny that you deserved it

You needed someone to show you they cared and I made certain

I needed to learn to put my love in the right places

I think about us and feel nothing cause it's ancient

But I still contemplate 'bout ways I could've saved it

Girl you hurt my heart

Tore it apart

Why why why why why