Beauty in the Pain Lyrics

Tryna see beauty through this pain

I got to switch up my perspective

Know this shit could take me under

If I let it, but I won't let it

I've been tryna ease my mind

Drift in the tides and let them take me

But the power of the wave got me caught in current situations

Tryna break unhealthy habits like how I bury my hurt

Cus if you really want to grow you got to start off in the dirt

And I've been down on hands and knees

Planting seeds, doing work

I just hope that once I'm balanced I could really see my worth

I got to do some soul searching

Get in touch with my core

I got to be my favorite person before I could be yours

I got to see the beauty in the madness charge up my aura

I got to see what life has got to offer me

I know there's got to be more

Cus I've been hurting but I said never again would I be broken

If I walk away holding something, I held it down fasholy

If I said it then I meant it don't forget it, that's forever

My love for you is Infinite I'll always be indebted

Tryna see beauty in the pain

Break through and not look back

Cus I can't change what I see could only change how I look at it

It's hard to use my mind right when my heart be too attached

I'd put the world on my back for people that won't do it back

Now it's time to cleanse my soul

I'm eating good and I'm not drinking much

Henny calling my phone, but

Na I ain't picking up

I'm still the kid with big dreams

Now I just got some bigger ones

Staring through these windows shedding tears

I need them tinted up

Finding beauty in the pain

Hold these lessons forever

Glad I gave it my all, I thought we'd always be together

I would've held you down I would've never chose this route

But you put me in a position where I had to protect my self

Now my heart's been cut deep

And I don't know who to trust I'm doubtful

You ran from my love

I guess I got to run it up without you

Beauty in the pain

Things just happen so fast

Don't got time to react

Just got to adapt