my last day alive Lyrics

I was so young, just finding myself

Trying to make friends, but I got sent to eternal hell

Maybe go outside it'll cure your mental health

I don't remember that day very well

When I put on the mask, it wasn't hard to tell

I'm a liar and a loner but for now, its farewell

Cause every time I leave my shell

I don't feel real

You can't save me

My last day alive

I spent lying in the darkness

We're so far apart I'm gone

On a trip I ain't want, we came so far

Cause right now, I'm so dead inside, but you're all I want

You did your part, you took my heart

Mushroom tea

They should've told me

I was forced into a bad trip

Don't know who I am or where I'm at its all a trick

Cause now I'm looking at the dots and the floaters

I'm feeling depressed cause it'll never be over

How can I be real if I never feel sober?

Life was never good I never found my clover

You can't save me

My last day alive

I spent lying in the darkness

We're so far apart I'm gone

On a trip I ain't want, we came so far

Cause right now, I'm so dead inside, but you're all I want

You did your part, you took my heart

Cause you're all criminals

No morale principals

Because you lied to me

I live with HPPD

I know you cant save me

My last day alive

I spent thinking I was nothing

And I fell apart

I know you can save me

My last day alive

I spent lying in the darkness

We're so far apart I'm gone

On a trip I ain't want, we came so far

Cause right now, I'm so dead inside, but you're all I want

You did your part, you took my heart