If I Die Tonight Lyrics

It's already too late, but this one goes out to all those who lost a loved one

How can I explain, so you can feel all my pain

You bottled feelings in my heart, I been feeling restrained

Love that dubbed three clots, swished direct to my brain

Shoot them into ten thoughts before they enter the train

Train of thoughts, they be rounding, like it's stuck in a chain

Chain of memories, like memos I can't fucking explain, yeah

Greed in your agreements, got me thinking of saying

It ain't safe, it ain't sane the way you drive me insane

Hamilton and Mercedes Benz, they be speeding my brain

I be racing to escape but I keep trying in vain

All these voices in my head, take control of my veins

Can't survive with past voices, keep surviving in pain

-ting some ninety nine problems, just one life to sustain

With the symptoms but these symptoms, not a doctor explained, yeah

I knows there's some drug in my veins,

But I would rather die in peace and put an end to frustrations

Put my hands on my head, coz I'm ill-defined

Got these symptoms and these symptoms they be ill-defined

Putting words in my mouth, say that it'll be fine

It won't work coz my mind says I'm ill-defined

Put my hands on my head, coz I'm ill-defined

Got these symptoms and these symptoms they be ill-defined

Putting words in my mouth, say that it'll be fine

It won't work coz my mind says I'm ill-defined

Put my feelings in a bottle, took them to an ocean

How can I start feeling myself without feeling emotion

I just lay in bed again, and it's rocked by the notion

That I will never love again, coz I got no devotion

Put my feelings in a bottle, took them to an ocean

How can I start feeling myself without feeling emotion

I just lay in bed again, and it's rocked by the notion

That I don't wanna love again, coz I got no devotion

I got these pressures in my head, this ain't no sinusitis

Admit that yeah I got it wrong and I can't breathe with tightness

I got demons in my ears and so I can't decide this

Why I kept on fighting you instead of fighting fighters

I got pressures in my head, this ain't no sinusitis

Admit that yeah I got it wrong and I can't breathe with tightness

I got demons in my ears and so I can't decide this

Why I kept on fighting you instead of fighting fighters

And I keep on smoking pot man I'm getting lighter

High baby, habibi, I keep getting like this

And I keep on smoking pot man I'm getting lighter

High baby, habibi, I keep getting like this

And I keep on smoking pot man I'm getting lighter

High baby, habibi, I keep getting like this

And I keep on smoking pot man I'm getting lighter

High baby, habibi, I keep getting like this