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If I'm being honest, didn't think I'd make it far, probably

I think I might just fuck around and throw a party

I drink until I'm numb, experience is out of body

I missed my twenty-one and COVID almost killed my pops and all the stress that made The worst Out

Of an alcoholic

I'm feeling out of pocket and my insides were rotten

I'm just scared of consequences if I fuck with drugs

I done seen my demons sober, I think that's enough

Now I won't be the guy to point out that life is rough

Cause I'll be living rent free, long as I want

I'm just scared of getting old cause the world is so cold

I could be in groups of people and still fucking feel alone

I wanna run away, cause my anxiety be chasing me like everyday

I'm living up to expectations that no one really set

And little did I know I made myself a fucking wreck

Only twenty-three and I'm dying to die

Don't wanna see the world end what I'm alive

Just give me anything they can get me high

Need anything they can get me by

Only twenty-three and I'm still alive

Never thought I'd make it farther than a high school drive

Give me anything they can get me high

Need anything they can get me by

I lay awake at night and I just stare up at the ceiling

I got existential crisis, the shit I'm always feeling

A pit inside my chest and that shit don't seem legit

I'm anxious, fucking stressed ever since I was a jit

My trauma's generational and tensions never met

Think I'm never what they wanted, they just put up with what they get

I seen pedestals that were owned by devils

And I seen golden boys that are on my level

No matter how you flip the coin, my eyes were always seeing

There's no love inside the world, just hate

In human beings but we celebrate and we just move on

So let's crack a fucking bottle like domestic broken bonds

Like chess that's only pawn, we just move on forward

Guess life ain't really bad if you're loving towards the ones that left you back and we Keep on going

I don't know how to swim away, I just fall in the ocean

Only twenty-three and I'm dying to die

Don't wanna see the world and when I'm alive

Just give me anything they can get me high

Need anything they can get me by

Only twenty-three and I'm still alive

Never thought I'd make it farther than a high school drive

Give me anything they can get me high

Need anything they can get me by

Only twenty-three and we're dying

On the outside, inside crying

Give us anything that will let us die

Give us anything that will get us by