november Lyrics

I'm not taking care of myself anymore

And it's hard for me

To function lately

I wasn't really asking for help

I'm just edgy and I'm sorry to bring you down

That's why I didn't want you around

Well I've been in my head a lot

And I'm thinking not so pleasant thoughts

And things are harder

Than I remember them being

And things are harder

Than I remember they were

And it's warmer this November than it was this time last year

But I'm still bitter cold and I'm drinking lots of beer

And I'm happy you're not with me

But I wish that you were here

Thank fucking god that you're not with me

You'd be so sad if you were here

And these pants were my favorite but I've lost weight since then

And I'm losing my connections and interest in my friends

Don't take advice from me 'cause I'm guilty all the time

And I'm never in control but I'm always in my mind

And I'd be better

If I only knew how

Why is warmer weather

Bringing me down