i don't wanna be here Lyrics

I wrote a poem that I hope you hear

If nothing else it makes you feel near

It's been a really fuckin shitty year

It doesn't matter I just hope you get to rest

Rest, let go of the stress

You're stuck in my mind and I'm sorry nonetheless

If there's a god I think he's got a funny way to test

Oh my god tell me why I've got this hole inside my chest

I've been following my head

I've been running from my heart

It hurts too much to breathe

I keep looking in the dark

I need to get some sleep

Is this a twisted game

I'm running out of sheep

It's never been the same

I don't want to be here

It wasn't fair

If I could see your eyes just one more time

I'd tell you things you never got to hear

And now we're here

But nothing's clear

I hate my thoughts

I hate my fear

I've been following my head

I've been running from my heart

It hurts too much to breathe

I keep looking in the dark

I need to get some sleep

Is this a twisted game

I'm running out of sheep

It's never been the same

I don't want to be here

It wasn't fair

If I could see your eyes just one more time

I'd tell you things you never got to hear

I don't want to be here

It wasn't fair

If I could see your eyes just one more time

I'd tell you things you never got to hear

Rest, let go of the stress

You're stuck in my mind and I'm sorry nonetheless

If there's a god I think he's got a funny way to test

Oh my god tell me why I've got this hole inside my chest

I've been following my head

I've been running from my heart

It hurts too much to breathe

I keep looking in the dark

I need to get some sleep

Is this a twisted game

I'm running out of sheep

It's never been the same

I don't want to be here

It wasn't fair

If I could see your eyes just one more time

I'd tell you things you never got to hear