days after (heartbreak). Lyrics

Swear there must be a curse on my blood

But my nigga that shit don't phase me

Been through too much pain lately

Out here like who gon' save me

Do I still see light - like vaguely

Should I let this lifestyle take me

Some days I stand strong, some days I go crazy

Yeah I swear down sometimes this shit breaks me

And I'm holding on to my ties

But I can't lie

I wish I could cut them

Don't mean that all of the time

But know that sometimes

They make me lose function

I know this who am

So I'm at cross roads

I'm tryna leave junctions

I'd rather know how it goes

I try not to fold

Not making assumptions

Like, do you love me for me

Are you holding me down, need to know what it is

For better for worse, 'fore I jump in the hearse baby give me a kiss

1 time if it's just for the ride

I had my doubts, guess it is what it is

2 times if it's bliss

3 times if this is a love that you'll miss

My dearly departed, my dearly beloved, my dearly betrothed

Remember we said that we'd rule the world, now I just stare at the stars alone

Thought 'bout the way that you looked in my eyes, I got a chill deep down to my bones

I'm stuck on the past too much in present, my presence is not condoned

Look at the worlds beyond, is there one where we made it? I'd like to know

One where we never knew pain, and we never did fight, we just took it slow

Reminiscing on what's missing, guess this just the way that it goes

And oh, just know, the time that we spent, it done etched a mark on my soul