Voices in my head Lyrics

Just roll up you know

there's a-lot time's I need to get away

I be running from the past acting like I am okay

Gotta get the money but the money don't buy happiness

Almost fell to low cause all I wanted was to get revenge yeah

I got way to many scars and most of it is in my heart

Who can I go trust when everybody always did me wrong

Sometimes I just wanna die even tried to end my life

I don't even like to cry but when I do I always hide

Damn clenching up my fist I'm punching so hard on the wall

Whenever I'm so down there's nobody who I can call

I be hearing voices in my head I want em dead

My biggest enemy turned out to be another friend shit

How you gonna do me dirty after everything we've done

I guess that is just my life don't see a point to even try

A couple times I hit rock bottom waiting for the end

I just gave up so I just Let the suffering commence yeah

Doesn't matter how hard I will try

Even though I live it on life is full of fucking lies

All the Pain inside me breaking out yeah

All the tears will keep on flowing down yeah speaking fact's

Break a promise I'm not even gonna be surprised

Moving like a novice everybody left my side

Isolated in my zone don't even wanna check my phone

Declining every call cause all the calls declining me damn

I'm not one to talk even though I'm tryna make a point

And every-time I'm down all I do is smoke a joint

All I wanna do is grind cause my life's on the line

Be racing everywhere cause I'm just tryna cross the line

Double up double everything in life

Got no time I don't got no time to fucking cry

Take a sip and pour a drink I'm tryna get away

Going far surfing up I'm riding on the wave

Fell in love with who I am cause I'm enjoying all the pain

You don't got no right to talk not like you know everything

If the music wasn't everything then might as well just never sing

I'm to busy doing sin's fuck it I don't give a shit

I be running from the past acting like I am okay

Gotta get the money but the money don't buy happiness

Almost fell to low cause all I wanted was to get revenge yeah

I got way to many scars and most of it is in my heart

Who can I go trust when everybody always did me wrong

Sometimes I just wanna die even tried to end my life

I don't even like to cry but when I do I always hide speaking facts

Break a promise I'm not even gonna be surprised

Moving like a novice everybody left my side

Isolated in my zone don't even wanna check my phone

Declining every call cause all the calls declining me damn

Clenching up my fist I'm punching so hard on the wall

Whenever I'm so down there's nobody who I can call

I be hearing voices in my head I want em dead

My biggest enemy turned out to be another friend shit

There's to many time's

Music is

Music is my therapy

At this point you know I just

Gotta roll up smoke a joint and

Just ease off the pain just get numb

Like ain't easy none of this shit is easy

Just get the fuck out of the poverty

All this shit bro it's not

Not some simple task you know

I don't fuck with that and

Even if I'm suffering alone you know ima keep going

Until

Until death decides to come pick me up heh

Fuck man you know just

Had to let out some steam

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