sewing kit Lyrics

How much did I never know?

How much of myself should I have never shown?

How many times were you picturing somebody else?

How many times should I have been guarding myself?

Don't you

Don't you

Pretend like you wanna be friends when using me was

All you intended to do

Are you absolutely sure that you wanna hear this?

Yes just tell me

I'm just saying that this is something you probably would never wanna hear

Well if you tell me then I can stop blaming myself and finally fucking move on

How much of this would you have left unsaid?

How long would you let me just live in my head?

How could you let me find out through one of our friends?

How could you not have the guts to tell me yourself instead?

Don't you

Don't you

Pretend like you're the brave one just because

You did what I couldn't do

Don't you know little whispers

They turn into screams

And little ideas

They turn into dreams

But you and me

We fell apart at the seams

And I kept trying to sew us back together again

Turns out you were the one tearing at all the threads

Don't you

Don't you

Ever wonder what would've happened

If you hadn't been a coward

Don't you

Don't you

Ever wonder what would've happened

If you hadn't backed out of it

All I know is that next time I fall in love

I won't bring my sewing kit