For Whom Doth The Light Turn? ft. Rian Cunningham & Gro Lyrics

I'm breaking down

I ain't slept right in days now

Thinkin of what to say how

To take the pain away

To survive another day

Pulled back and forth this is wearing me thin.

Constantly tested for my convictions

I want this to end

Not be the end

It feels like the weight of its all in my hands

Too afraid to fight

No extractions

Voices start to bite

With our passions

Ignoring wrong and right

It's reaction

Can't lose it all tonight

For past actions

Oh you know I hate

that I can't take agency

So I'll just point the blame

At sudden mental vacancies

I'm breaking down

I ain't slept right in days now

Thinkin of what to say how

To take the pain away

To survive another day

I say it all wrong in the moment it's clearer inside of my head

I'm sorry is all that you wanted

I see that inside retrospect

I say it all wrong in the moment it's clearer inside of my head

I'm sorry is all that you wanted

I see that inside retrospect

Sadistic

A sickness

I wanna seek forgiveness

My limits

Imprinted on new beginnings

When do we try to be nothing more than a fallacy

My psyche collapsing

These thoughts are just too addicting

Wallow in sorrow and follow this way of thinking

It leads you six feet under

Kiss me and I'll crumble!

Ain't my fault you don't wanna talk

You just wanna walk it off

It's my fault I did you wrong

Is that really all

Too many times

I apologize

Too lies

That I cover

Too many lines

I switched sides

Too many nights

Made you suffer

Who is she

Who is her

Baby I ain't mean to hurt you

Why she

Why her

Bae I wish you never knew

Cause all this back and forth

Confessed to church

Don't wanna make it worse

I'm breaking down

I ain't slept right in days now

Thinkin of what to say how

To take the pain away

We won't survive another day