Borderline (BPD) Lyrics

Its getting really hard

Controlling all of my demons

This psychosis and my trauma

Is a work in progress

And there's no antidote

To these reckless feelings

That control me when my

Borderline hits the surface

What's the point of it all

If i feel like shit, 24/7 and i

Don't know how to handle it

And I'm not mad at all

I just feel like I'm dreaming

Sometimes I drift off and picture

What it feels like to end it

Suicidal daydreams taking over my BPD

Its getting really hard

Controlling all of my demons

This psychosis and my trauma

Is a work in progress

And there's no antidote

To these reckless feelings

That control me when my

Borderline hits the surface

Every little thing

Throws me into the deep end

There's no oxygen when my

Brain is doing the breathing

And I could go for days

Stuck in this cycle of thinking

Repetition, my obsession

Is the reason I'm bleeding

I push the ones I love away

I break their heart so they cant say

That they ever got me first

Won't be caught dead, getting hurt

I ruin things before they're good

Just in case they never were

I sabotage everything

I'm a goddamn hurricane

It's getting really hard

Controlling all of my demons

This psychosis and my trauma

Is a work in progress

And there's no antidote

To these reckless feelings

That control me when my

Borderline hits the surface

Suicidal daydreams

Taking over my BPD

Suicidal daydreams

Taking over my BPD

Suicidal daydreams

Taking over my BPD