Suicidal Thoughts Lyrics

I need some help I need therapy

Therapy, I need some help

I need some help

I need some help, Therapy yeah

I ain't strong like how they paint me

Ain't got a happy soul like you see me

Been struggling in my feelings

Stay strong for my gs coz they need me

I'm like why why

Would I try again

Would I try just be in pain nah just wanna end it like…

Don't know what I live for

I'm losing it, suicidal thoughts

I'm a burden anyways I'm a burden anyway

Don't know what I live for

I'm losing it, suicidal thoughts

But I got family

Wanna make it for the family

Don't know what I live for

I'm losing it, suicidal thoughts

Don't know

Don't know what I live for

Mentally Syked out? this aint the time to be asking you okay

Can't you see am already fucked up

A lot of things bottling up but the last time

I lost guard opened up they sold me out

But the truth don't even know what I'm going through

I'm falling apart fuck me don't wanna be around

Myself coz I hate the person I am

Wouldn't friend me if I was another man fuck me

No shit

Tryna be a better man, bigger man

Another man make feel like a dead man

Mask on, demon time but the heart heavy

Gotta fake it, niggas love to prey on the weak men

Ex woman left me for new man

Coz he got a nice drip and a new merc

Heart bruised need saving now they don't give a damn

But I got the bigger plan master plan

Running laps in my head composure

Tried to win the battle but it's over

Countless times I called on Jehovah

Placed on hold tell me when you gon answer

What if I end it, what if I end it

Free from pain and suffering

What if I end it, what if I end it

Tell me what... then it's over

I'm like why why

Would I try again

Would I try just be in pain nah just wanna end it like…

Don't know what I live for

I'm losing it, suicidal thoughts

I'm a burden anyways, I'm a burden anyway

Don't know what I live for

I'm losing it, suicidal thoughts

But I got a family

Wanna make it for the family

Don't know what I live for

I'm losing it, suicidal thoughts

Don't know

Don't know what I live for

Don't know what what I for

Suicidal suicidal suicidal