Holes To Fill ft. DJ Matt Perry & DJ Pain 1 Lyrics

Wishing I won't be ill

That isn't how I chose to feel

Grip sanity hold it still

Nowadays its hard to know what's real

No I won't choke on pills

Even when the worlds cold as steel

Got a whole lot of holes to fill

That only a soul can heal

Wishing I won't be ill

That isn't how I chose to feel

Grip sanity hold it still

Nowadays its hard to know what's real

No I won't choke on pills

Even when the worlds cold as steel

Got a whole lot of holes to fill

That only a soul can heal

They said I've been sick for a while now

Running from myself, I want another couple miles down

In my old age seems tough to get a smile out

Or at least one that I don't have to lie about

Spent younger years clashing with a quiet town

Like oil and water with a violent sound

High out my mind under violet clouds

In the center of the circle friends die around

That shit happens all the time

Everyone forgets shortly after asking why

And Frankly it isn't worth looking up

Most of us will find that the answer isn't good enough

So it's nothing but trouble we're cooking up

Looking for a source of some poison to hook it up

This is what we've become, look at us

I stay away from mirrors cuz that image leaves me shook as fuck

Yeah, A million ways to die and guess that they all missed me

Yeah, I am not broken you cannot fix me

No, This for everyone around here who's still with me

Yeah, Plus ones who aren't anymore sometimes I wish that they picked me

And I ain't picky

Living with the choices I made can be tricky

Tried improving while the world stayed shitty

With drugs in the back of my mind saying sniff me

Guess the kids should have known better

Too many won't grow into adults, Oh well word

It's your move you can go seek shelter

But first here's your tab can you please close out sir

Wishing I won't be ill

That isn't how I chose to feel

Grip sanity hold it still

Nowadays its hard to know what's real

No I won't choke on pills

Even when the worlds cold as steel

Got a whole lot of holes to fill

That only a soul can heal

Wishing I won't be ill

That isn't how I chose to feel

Grip sanity hold it still

Nowadays its hard to know what's real

No I won't choke on pills

Even when the worlds cold as steel

Got a whole lot of holes to fill

That only a soul can heal

It's no wonder, look at the surroundings

Got problems piled up higher than some mountains

May as well have been something in the fountain

The fact that I can even function is astounding

Not much to live for, Growing up piss poor

Using what I got in hopes I can get more

Always seems that the work never adds up

I don't blame anyone or believe in bad luck

Maybe should have stayed in school

Instead of breaking rules trying to raise the roof

Drinking straight from the 80 proof

Hoping it'd make me cool, I played the fool

And there's the truth, it's bittersweet

If I knew myself I'd get rid of me

Smack him up for acting dumb

Sit him down and trash his drugs

Do it again, till he's had enough

He thinks it's funny, they're cracking up

Napped on the street too spun out on dope

To realize he's just the butt of the joke

Isn't it fun? Spent it all till he's broke

Chill at gas stations bumming for smokes

Then Back to the crib for some crumbs of some coke

To sniff off the carpet, fuck is that gross

Wishing I won't be ill

That isn't how I chose to feel

Grip sanity hold it still

Nowadays its hard to know what's real

No I won't choke on pills

Even when the worlds cold as steel

Got a whole lot of holes to fill

That only a soul can heal

Wishing I won't be ill

That isn't how I chose to feel

Grip sanity hold it still

Nowadays its hard to know what's real

No I won't choke on pills

Even when the worlds cold as steel

Got a whole lot of holes to fill

That only a soul can heal