Tell Me How To Feel Lyrics

You're really scary when you're really upset

Your voice gets all hoarse because you want to cry

But I'm not your mother so you hold it in

And you say fuck more than you usually do

You're really distant when you want to be

Or don't want to, I can tell the difference lately

Things will never be the way they were

So I guess we're not friends anymore

You're really bad at hiding all your cards

You've got no poker face to show to me

You'd rather not talk it all out over lunch

Because I acted really stupidly

You're really fly and don't even have wings

You say "your tone is really sick, babe!"

I don't know how its gonna be

When we have to go our separate ways

You're really something and I'm not sure what

I bought some shoulder pads in case you're mad

My sponsor says you cannot be seen

I wonder if you'd say the same to that

I'm really middle quite a lot these days

These meds have got me going through the motions

I don't know if they're supposed to do that

I don't know how I'm supposed to feel

My

Psychiatrist

Then

Nods

And

Charges

Me

Out

The

Ass

My hand is clean enough for a cat to lick it off

I was sent back way upstate for my whooping cough

I feel like I'm about to throw up

You're not gonna stop me, I'm a big kid now

I tried to turn the damn machine off

But it didn't work because I don't know how

This is getting to be gross

I smile at the screen when I do the lil emoticon

I'm trying to tell myself this is the face I'm making

I'll be the laugh track to whatever show is on

I'll know I've made it when I don't know I'm faking

I'm getting to be gross

I was doing the damn thing, minding my own

When a man said,

You're all better now, kid

I was writing a poem and didn't know how it'd end