Narcissist Lyrics

Listen close, you'll hear the sound

All the songs are just for clout

I'm still caught up in the now

I'll be famous, don't know how

Gonna turn my life around

Signatures of time I can't count

But I'm trying to stand out

Won't get lost in the crowd

Play the music too loud

All my thoughts turn to words

On a page, turn to verse

Do anything to get heard

(This industry is absurd)

I don't know what I'm gonna do

The praise has went and gone to my head

They're making me a narcissist too

But she walks in and she keeps my self esteem in check

Hey, what's your name

Welcome to the world of fame

Put your money down the drain

Take the pills to hide the pain

Chase the bag, drop the beat

Keep the hustle, never sleep

Get the friends, and the girls, and the money, that's a feat

A million different words and phrases line up in formation

The station on the radio dial is playing and I'm just saying

We could be together, for better or worse

The next verse of this rap break may be just as fake

I don't really know what the future holds

Yeah, I'm just headed to the rainbow for the pot of gold

Just been running from myself like the prodigal

Feeling like a quarterback, about to call an audible

Socially declined, but it's only at the thought of you

Stress is on my mind, but it's only when you call me too

Couldn't take it back, couldn't even if I wanted to

Cause I've been having dreams, but I'm only seeing shades of you