GOD COMPLEX Lyrics

Look, I've been treated to the errors of my ways

Losing my direction, should I put this shit in Waze

Stressing Imma lose it over music and the fame

Hoping I can get up to the point where everybody know the name

I did so much to change, and saying this is strange

But I'm in another chapter, we ain't on the same page

My friends hoping all this god talk is just a phase

But really that's my armor that's protecting from the pain

This god complex been around for so long

I don't even feel remorse when I'm doing shit wrong

An angel just a devil all it takes is a fall

So is that me growing up or just embracing more flaws?

And never fixing shit, nowadays I don't even see a benefit

But I don't want to be depressed or a hedonist

And I don't think these sides of me can even coexist

So how do I exist?

So how do I exist?

So how do I exist?

So how do I exist?

So how do I exist?

If I'm wrong why does this feel right

All this baggage on my back it start to feel light

I don't even need to heal right?

I just got to keep it pushing till I get another deal right?

Those the thoughts that be running through my head

If I don't suck it up and keep it moving then I'm dead

Got too many things to prove about myself, instead

I'll just push it deep down until I detonate again

I refuse to be a trend, that's what my fam says

Every time I open up about my mental health they don't believe a damn thing

Cuz it's hip to claim an illness just to level up your fanbase

I mean I barely have a fan page

For 22 years I felt alone, running circles in this rat maze

I really had nobody backstage

And I pushed away the only one I wanted, what does that say

That's why I love the friends I have now

It hurts me even more to think that Imma let them down

We call each other king, but I was turning down the crown

Cuz what's another God if his believers ain't around

If I'm wrong why does this feel right

All this baggage on my back it start to feel light

I don't even need to heal right?

I just got to keep it pushing till I get another deal right?