Ohh

Gotta keep it all inside

Yeah

Tryna keep my peace of mind

I've been sleepin' on my grind

Waitin' on the perfect time

One wrong move and I end up stuck

I feel like I can never be enough

Givin' every thing I got

So that my kids will never have to punch a clock

Ten toes down but I wanna give up

Unsettled but I'm tryin' to adjust

Cause there's hardly any sun

Just clouds of grey

And sometimes I can't seem to find my way

So I mask it all

And put a smile on my face

So that no one knows

That I've been feelin' this way

I'm startin' to feel the pressure

But I know the days will get better

Can't name one storm I didn't weather

I try to front like its all good

Cause I know I'm misunderstood

But I'm tired of feelin' unsure

Anger and anxiety tried to take over me

Fill my thoughts with negative

Energy

Messin' with my self esteem

Don't know when I need to eat

Can't let it get the best

Can't let it get the best of me

Gotta keep it all inside

Just tryin' to survive