Opening Letters Lyrics

Pen click

Speaking letters into existence

Not so optimistic it's hard to be Positive when my thoughts

Are just diminishing my essence

Today I met him, the man in the Reflection

It was all a misunderstanding cause it's all about perception

When where why did things go awry

And how do I go about facing fears Now? I try but I

Cant hear myself out when the thoughts are so loud

Breathe in breathe out

I saw then I see now

It ain't what it seems when the ink and I just bleed out now

Enter my thoughts as the spoken letters are introduced

Exposing all my little known truths

Excessive reminiscing left exposed roots

I'm sick of gifting my presence so my absence is excused

I need to see more leverage, conflict and c4 I'm tryna diffuse

Shout out all the fallen troops

Am I next to fall too? Am I next to fall

Nah I told myself I cannot lose

I can't lose

Loose lips got me speaking for the dead in my head

Blue feelings but I'm angry at my reflection so I'm seeing red

Still live with no regrets except

Those few times I pressed send

Never leave the letters unread

I'll never leave these letters unsaid no

Thought about it

And I gotta really find the balance

With my mind soul and body cause

I'm steady on the run like I caught a body

Trapped here will I make it out it

I'm going to find a way don't you ever doubt it

Obstacles will I make it round it

Wondering my mind goin round and round and round

Wonder wondering if Imma make it out ok

Wonder wondering if the devil is here to stay

Been holding back so I got a lot to say

Contemplate on what made me this way

And the leads me straight to this page

Longing for a certain sense of maturity

Searching for permanent purity

Lurking cause I don't feel safe around people I really need social security

Journaling wars it just did occur to me

I'm my own obstacle nobody's hurdling

Worshipping higher powers surely but

I can't be sure if gods real until somebody murders me

Opening letters, opening words

Opening verse

Open my heart, blood and love dispersing

No hate, I love whats hurting

Trying to wrap my head around the thoughts in it man

I live, sin, ask god to forgive and repeat repeat repeat

I foresee I'm

One sin away from hell again

Apologies for my actions and lack of words

On that note I'm leaving no stone unturned

Leaving no tale untold leaving no info disclosed

This is just the way life unfolds

And so it goes

What's your address

Got some things to address I can

Send you a message

Considering transgressions I been

Feeling less yeah my heart is stuck in the past tense

While my mind is trying to plot on what's next I'm

Wondering wondering if I'm going to make it out ok

Wonder wondering if the devil is here to stay

Holding back so I got a lot to say, got a lot to say, lot to say wait

Don't wait

Contemplate on what made me this way

And that leads me straight to this page