Missing You Lyrics

This that old school vibe

Talk my shit

Missing you

Tell me where the road turns

I used to want a place where niggas understood my heart

Until I found out solitary peace is what I want

Spirit is everything and all our energy is God

The universe handed a gift somewhere in the stars

I get anxious when I think about my destiny

Niggas is waiting, lack of patience never set me free

Generational hatred broken once I rest in peace

Can't be complacent, I got unborn mouths to feed

Am I naive taking control of what's next for me

Playing creator like I'm knowing what's best for me

What's in my favor will be taken selectively

Its God's plan, I'm just moving successfully

That's the type of shit I'm on right now

Its God's plan forreal

I been reading a lot about that shit. Just about

Manifestation in everything, what's meant to be is meant to be

That's how I look at it. I'm trying to bring in positivity

With myself, for everything

Only so much control a man has

I'm done with that bullshit

I'm done with that negativity I gonna keep it going

I used to want a milli till I made like fifty bands

But it ain't make a difference, money never made a man

I'm looking back at old pictures, look like Peter Pan

Nobody hold me down quite like the ceiling can

I still want a milli, different motivation though

To see my people pay for school without them taking loans

And see my niggas see they vision without oath

That's why I'm saving money, never see me saving hoes

If ignorance is bliss, its time to start stepping up

They tell me my complexion really isn't meant for much

Darker the berry, so refreshing, its a sweeter punch

Don't let nobody try to tell you you ain't street enough

Don't let nobody try to tell you you ain't keeping up

Trust the spirit, mask off once they speaking up

Hate is fear and love is fog, but I don't see enough

That's why I'm gone out the window, middle finger up

That's really what I'm on lately

I'm just tryna do better with everything, like

I woke up today to do a little cardio, take my seamoss

Trying to stay active

Lord knows niggas will try to keep you down

Hate to see you winning

Breaking even

Is there a story behind that

Yeah. Just learning a lot last couple years

Learning a lot this year especially

In regards to what

Everything. Like growth as a person

You know, growing myself as a person, as an artist

Realizing a lot that I dealt with at a young age

And when I say breaking even

I picked that name because

On the surface level it seems like I'm just trying to break even with this music shit

You know, invest some money in it you wanna get that money back

But its deeper than that really

I realized that

That whole expression "hurt people hurt people" you know like

You take a loss, you wanna get back

Its all about as people we wanna retaliate even if its not direct

So you might've dealt with something at a young age and

As an adult you do the same thing to somebody else

Cuz you think you bouta get even

Somebody take one of yours you wanna get back

Like an eye for an eye

Type shit even if its not direct you don't even realize it

You know, so

Its really about me coming of age

I just turned twenty-two I'm now realizing a lot of things

About myself. About life