If Heaven Had a Phone Lyrics

Hey momma

I wish you never had to go and leave like autumn

I know you standing tall as the trees next to my father

Sometimes I wish that I could grow wings

Like a swallow

If heavens promising as it seemed

Then I could call you

Wish you could talk to me or something

Maybe you have through the baby

In my wife's stomach

I miss the feel of you hugging

There's nothing like mommas loving

As sweet a pies in oven

I took my grieving and stuffed it

Inside a briefcase and luggage

I zipped it up then I chucked it

But it got dumped on my lawn

It's like wake up at eight everyday

All I do is mourn

It's becoming a norm

Thoughts clouding my head

I'm in the eye of the storm

It's knife I'm my heart

And I'm walking on thorns

Issues coming in swarms

Devil showing his horns

I could never conform

Learned how to fight from the Lord

Something my father told me

That sticks with me for life

How to fight

Do what's right

Never spite

Shine bright

Hold up

Hey father

Can I talk to you for a moment

I know always taught me that I got to be stronger

But I'm holding for life

And I could lose my grip any moment

I already feel like I'm bout to drown in the ocean

Emotions weigh me down

Michael Phelps

Can't make a motion

I need help I'm by myself it feels lonely

Guide me in the right direction I feel helpless

Wish I could see our family in the future like the Jetsons

You told me the things we go through in life is a lesson

I look to the stars when I need your connection

I could leave a message

I thought about resurrecting you

I'd do anything to be next to you

I know I shouldn't but it would've been incredible

All the moments and the time

And the years that went by

Would've cheered up my life

And the tears in my eyes

Would've been wiped away

For a small amount of time

Would've brought me peace of mind

But I got to do what's right

Fire fighter died trying to save my life

If his wife like me she can't sleep at night

So I got to go and do what's right